Clarity

I really, really hate filling out my Clarity tasks.  I have put it off all day long.  The task of recording time spent on my daily tasks is really a big task for me, trying to figure out exactly what I have done, hoping it adds up to a day’s worth of work.  And seeing my day go from item, to item, to item, is not very pleasant either. 

I have to go and get last week’s sheet ready to submit for Jeff to process.  I can’t dally, since he won’t be here for very long.    I’ll record my start and end times.  I know it will take me longer than 20 minutes to do it, which I think that it shouldn’t.

I find that numerous things will distract when I do not wish to complete something: the breakouts on my face, the stupid little hairs on my face, the hair on my head, finding the right quiet music on my iPod to work to, etc.  In all of that I discovered that my rash is back.  Oh joy … To be fair, I think that all of those things become important to me because I am sitting here with my chin in my hands while I am reading though my statistic software, adding up my time.  My hands feel the bumps and hairs, and because I obsess about those items, I am easily distracted from something I didn’t want to be doing in the first place.

I’m looking at last Tuesday and there is nearly 2 hours of unaccounted time.  I just remembered that maybe 45 minutes of that was when I went to sleep in the restroom, because I could not keep my eyes open at all.  Before the end of the day, I was back to the same state.  I was extremely tired all last week, except for Friday, because I got to sleep past 9am.  Now I have to figure out where to put all of this empty time.

Same thing for Wednesday.

Start: 3:45.  End:  5:53.  A little over two hours, minus maybe 30 minutes of wasted time here and there, and a 15 minute trip to the restroom.  It should not take me an hour to figure out what I did in a week.