I believe that I know what is really going on with me right now. It’s a continuation of this weekend, which is a continuation of last week, and weeks before that, and so on. Being broke is starting to take its toll on my again.
· I wanted to pay for my class this morning, however I’m broke so I can’t until (hopefully) Friday. To do it sooner, I would have to borrow it from someone, and I refrain from doing that.
· I didn’t want to sit around the apartment this weekend, however because I was broke, I couldn’t go anywhere. I would not just go and walk around a mall, because I am then surrounded by things that I cannot buy and that would make me even more depressed.
· I started work on a costume and after some thinking on it, realized that I needed some new supplies but could not do anything about it, due to being broke.
· I am going to be on pins and needles for the next month, waiting until my loan is paid off, so that I can turn it over again, so that I can pay for my 2nd group of classes, because I am financially unable to do anything about it until then.
· I’m to the point where I can’t see out of my eyeglasses anymore and I can’t do a thing about it until the loan occurs, for guess which reason?
· I couldn’t make a trip to drop some garage sale things at my mother’s house, because I barely have enough gas to get me though this week.
· And the list continues …
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